Help me

I don’t know, bro I just wanna be alone someone help me dude I don’t know when I am alone. I feel like going home but when I’m home, I don’t wanna be there. I know my home is not bad. I know you’re might be a little bit worse than mine but when I get home, it feels pretty bad. I don’t know how but it’s pretty sad to know that I’m almost 12 years old, but I know I’m. Alone so someone come get me from this little big hole. I don’t know why I gotta do it myself. I might just run myself in here to get me up this life. I know it’s not bad, but I don’t know why I am here. I don’t wanna be here. I don’t wanna be here. I don’t wanna be here no more someone please come get me so I can come out this home. Someone please save me. I don’t know how to be alone. I don’t wanna be here because I feel like I’m alone. I know I’m not alone but it’s starting to feel like I don’t know how we can go like this because I feel alone. I don’t know how people can survive like this alone. Someone can help me because I’m only 12 years but I am doing pop and Parks and smoking. I don’t know what I’m doing because I don’t feel safe now. I know I shouldn’t be doing these things but I’m 12. I don’t have the right myself someone please get me to speak with Home Depot because I don’t know what to do.