To all the cinneman skinned ,
independent women that live ,
within a hop ,jump & skip walking distance to my crib ,
If you all non resistant ,
2 my calm persistence ,
Then I'm the opposite of what a dog that was fixed is...
But notould still teach an old dog new tricks then ,
You wouldn't have to be all fenced in..
..side of this fence inside of a tent survived by hiding in a trench ,
Survived only within an inch,
Of my wicked life tryin' to not suck so much at this ,but this is life , & I promise this is right ,that you'll miss this life once it finally hits you right ,,,.smack in the middle of your obla-dools-mangata...
Almost flipped my lid ,
Doin' backflips with 2 cracked ribs ass backwards & managed to fracture one of my hips ,
Son of a bitch just done slipped one of my disks,
Out my vertebrae socket...
Now I hope it won't hurt when I walk it ..w-w-w-w-walk it out....know what im talkin' bout ,
Get you're ass off the couch,
Whether or not you got a lotta' clout,
Is not what im all about ,
You call it doubt ,
I call it giving myself alotta' routes ,
When you been havin' alcoholic bouts,
& all I wanna do is go off but I know not...
2 go off...on you ,in this house,
It gets too expensive how,
Much shit costs 2 replace, yeah ,its about...
To rain shit ,rain shit on down,
Nothin' 2 gain by stickin' round...
Maybe in a couple years you'll finally get it down..
But the mission now,
Is to exit this bitch & quickly get in town ,
Before the rains come & I suddenly frickin' drown,
[Chorus)
We been goin' back n' forth ,
You showin' that you morphed ,
Into someone I only wanna divorce ,
Cuz you throw me off my cour
All the crap lost from breathin' in smart dust like i was smokin' Crack rocks & bath salts that smash thoughts , cascading them down into stash vaults,
The past calls,
To me ,like an old flame,
The minute regret, starts to infest ,
itself into my head I just take a deep breath & of ionized air & beat death,
To the punch,
When I'm up its just ,
a period of months,
Til you get your'e period & just ,
Start shit right up & you jus' so nuts...."What the fuck you just say?!?!"...
-Oh shucks-
[Chorus]
I decided that instead of fightin' ,
I'd rather jus' write it,
Out on paper so that you're eyes get,
To see where my mind is..
But thats in the past
Can you put your differences aside & manage the task,
At hand, if your intentions are right ,
Gettin' high as a kite reachin' the heights,
Of the sky ,
Up 2 the firmament,
You could've earned the trip,
Instead you just wanna return 2 get,
That burn you yearn for..
f-f-f your addiction that hurts more,
When you lack it ,
Than it does 2 attract it,
Cuz dam girl..you attractive,
but the fact is...
We don't have the same compassion when it comes 2 bein' rational ,
You wana cancel out anything practical...&
You Practicin' black magic is laughable..Ha Haaa haa
[Chorus]
I decided that instead of fightin' ,
I'd rather jus' write it,
Out on paper than talk to you now ,
Cuz you can get awfully loud