Yeah…
Lights down low, let ‘em dim
I pull the sheet up over my chin
Don’t say nothin’, don’t look at me
I’m right here but I’m not tryna be seen
I take up half the bed, still feel like too much room
You'll love me from a distance, I warned you
I’ll tip the bottle till the floor catch me slippin’
Laugh about it later like “look how I’m trippin’”
Funny how I vanish soon as you get close
I’m ghost in my own skin, everybody knows
Float away… let the smoke carry me
If you chase I’ll just run faster, that’s the irony
I want you, I don’t want you, pick a side of me
Anxious when you hold me, avoidant when you set me free
I leave you on read till the sun burn out
Then hit you at 2 a.m. “you up?” no doubt
I’m sorry in advance for the push and pull
Heart stay on E but I’m actin’ like it’s full
Tip me till I fall, let me break slow
Laugh at the pieces, that’s just how it go
I’ll float if you let me, probably best that you do
But if you ever grab me… I swear I’ll stay for you
Lights down, face covered, still breathin’ the same air
I’m right here…
I ain’t goin’ nowhere
Just don’t ask me to prove it
I’ll ruin it, I swear
Yeah…