(Verse 1)
You were my first love, I let my judgment cloud,
I held onto the feeling, I was loyal, I was proud.
It’s time to face reality, I see it clearly now,
I was the one who loved you, I was the one who bowed.
(Verse 2)
I always gave you freedom, never questioned your space,
While you were limiting mine, setting rules in my place.
Whatever you did, it was always okay with me,
I bent and I forgave, I let it be.
(Pre-Chorus)
I never crossed your boundaries, never checked your phone,
But secrets found their way in and I was left alone.
(Chorus)
I’ve been carrying the weight just to keep us alive,
Working overtime, still trying to survive.
Raising my kids and chasing my dreams too,
I’m tired of proving myself just to be enough for you.
(Verse 3)
No matter what I give, it’s never enough,
I emptied my heart while you stayed tough.
I don’t want your approval, I don’t need your praise,
I’m done losing myself just to make you stay.
(Bridge)
I feel underappreciated, I feel unseen,
You slowly erased the woman I used to be.
You made me feel ugly, you dimmed my light,
But I’m taking my power back tonight.
(Outro)
I was the one who loved you, that part is true,
But love shouldn’t cost me my freedom too.
I’m taking my life back, I’m choosing me,
This is the end of losing myself to keep you free.
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