In the death of us ( I felt truly alive )

Verse 1

Just weeks ago , we parted ways

you made me feel alone

And I tolerated it

I gave you all of me

Did you reciprocate it ?

Pre chorus

I had to find myself

In our journey

I told you I'm bleeding

And somehow you told me to abide with it

Chorus

Now I feel free from you

I did what I had to do

You were melancholic

I told you to deal with your derangement

It could've ended better , but it ended in the worst way possible

I was one of your worst crimes

And in the death of us , I felt truly alive

Verse 2

I questioned myself abundantly about where did I go wrong

Go tell your newest circle about how you are so strong

Pre chorus

And maybe you resent me now , you've blocked me over the internet

I surmise that I had overreacted

Cause I cried a million rivers for you

Chorus

Now I feel free from you

I did what I had to do

You were melancholic

I told you to deal with your derangement

It could've ended better , but it ended in the worst way possible

I was one of your worst crimes

And in the death of us , I felt truly alive

Bridge

You probably would not guess that I'm moving on

I hate the way you think of me

How could you be so cruel

I did all that I could do

Just to save us

I'm deliberately forgetting you

And I have never felt so much better

Chorus

Now I feel free from you ( feel from you )

I did what I had to do ( I did what I had to do )

You were melancholic ( melancholic )

I told you to deal with your derangement ( derangement )

It could've ended better , but it ended in the worst way possible

I was one of your worst crimes ( worst crimes )

And in the death of us , I felt truly alive ( ALIVEEEEEE )