I wrote your name on a napkin again
It’s 2am and I’m talking to the walls
‘Cause you moved three states away last fall
We used to spill secrets on the kitchen floor
Now I’m texting “you up?” and you don’t reply anymore
And I know you’re busy living
But I’m still here re-reading
I keep your letters in a shoebox
Under all the things I’m not ready to throw
God, I miss the way we were
Messy, loud, and sure
Kitchen floor letters
That only we would know
Saw someone with your laugh today
Almost called you just to say
But what if you’re different now
And I’m still stuck in the past somehow
Maybe grown up means letting go
But I don’t know how to do that slow
I keep your letters in a shoebox
Under all the things I’m not ready to throw
God, I miss the way we were
Messy, loud, and sure
Kitchen floor letters
I’m still writing you more