[Pre- Intro]
Maybe I built delusion all out of clues
I’m always a maybe
Not the girl you would choose
[intro]I replay every conversation,
Wondering what I did wrong,
Would I be easier,
If I was prettier, skinnyer, more mentally strong.
[Verse]You notice the things nobody sees
Remember every thing that I say,
But when my friends ask what we are,
You just look away
[Pre Chorus]
And it’s like my heart forgot how to breathe,
if I were enough would you be with me?
[Chourus] They say I need to “be patient”
Cause I’m just sitting here waiting, however long it’s taking
I feel my heart slowly fall apart
Just hoping for something to start.
[Verse] I’m only 15 and holding on for dear life
I circle you like the moon but while being stabbed with a knife
Your such a good guy all the green flags are there,
[Pre-Chourus] more obsessed by the moment
but I still feel like your spare
[Chourus] They say I need to “be patient”
Cause I’m just sitting here waiting, however long it’s taking
I feel my heart slowly fall apart
Just hoping for something to start
[Bridge] Maybe it’s not me, maybe you’re scared,
Maybe you’re waiting, maybe you care
I know, even goodbye will feel gentle with you
You don’t want to break me but can’t be the glue
You feel like a poem that I couldn’t write
Salt in my hair your name in my head
Feel like I’m brainwashed by you just waiting for something to start
[Final Chorus] They say I need to “be patient”
Cause I’m just sitting here waiting, however long it’s taking
I feel my heart slowly fall apart
Just hoping for something to start,
To start….
