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Maybe I built delusion all out of clues

I’m always a maybe

Not the girl you would choose

[intro]I replay every conversation,

Wondering what I did wrong,

Would I be easier,

If I was prettier, skinnyer, more mentally strong.

[Verse]You notice the things nobody sees

Remember every thing that I say,

But when my friends ask what we are,

You just look away

And it’s like my heart forgot how to breathe,

if I were enough would you be with me?

[Chourus] They say I need to “be patient”

Cause I’m just sitting here waiting, however long it’s taking

I feel my heart slowly fall apart

Just hoping for something to start.

[Verse] I’m only 15 and holding on for dear life

I circle you like the moon but while being stabbed with a knife

Your such a good guy all the green flags are there,

[Pre-Chourus] more obsessed by the moment

but I still feel like your spare

[Chourus] They say I need to “be patient”

Cause I’m just sitting here waiting, however long it’s taking

I feel my heart slowly fall apart

Just hoping for something to start

[Bridge] Maybe it’s not me, maybe you’re scared,

Maybe you’re waiting, maybe you care

I know, even goodbye will feel gentle with you

You don’t want to break me but can’t be the glue

You feel like a poem that I couldn’t write

Salt in my hair your name in my head

Feel like I’m brainwashed by you just waiting for something to start

[Final Chorus] They say I need to “be patient”

Cause I’m just sitting here waiting, however long it’s taking

I feel my heart slowly fall apart

Just hoping for something to start,

To start….