30 Days In

Thirty days since I put down the phone

Thirty days of learning how to be alone

You had a way of making silence feel like maybe

Had a way of keeping me a little bit crazy

Packed your maybe’s in a box beneath my bed

Still hear the things you almost said

You weren’t cruel, you were just never really there

Just enough warmth to make me think you cared

But I know how this ends

I’ve read these words before

A man who keeps you guessing

Never had you, never more

Thirty days in and I’m still breathing

Thirty days in and I’m still me

You kept me on a thread so thin I couldn’t see it

Now I’m cutting it clean, cutting it free

Thirty days in

You’d appear when I was almost over you

Just enough to make me think that something’s true

I was your soft place to land when nothing landed

Left me holding on to love one-handed

But I know how this ends

I’ve read these words before

A man who keeps you guessing

Never had you, never more

Thirty days in and I’m still breathing

Thirty days in and I’m still me

You kept me on a thread so thin I couldn’t see it

Now I’m cutting it clean, cutting it free

Thirty days in

stripped back, just voice and guitar

It wasn’t love

It was the idea of love

Wearing love’s clothes

Standing where love stood

Almost good

Almost good

full production, builds

Thirty days in and I’m still breathing

Thirty days in and I’m learning how to see

You kept me on a thread so thin I couldn’t see it

But thirty days in

I’m finally free

Thirty days in

fading, soft repeat

Thirty days in…

Still me…

Still me…