My Mentality Song About Myself: #4.

Shadows whisper in my mind, relentless and cold

A war that never ends, stories left untold.

Inside this battlefield, my thoughts collide

Battles raging deep within, nowhere to hide

Darkness like a storm, swirling in my soul

Fighting for my sanity, craving for more

Can I break these chains, can I find my way?

Or am I destined to decay?

Questions echo in my head, loud and clear

Facing fears I dread, fighting through the fear.

Will I conquer my darkness, rise from the ashes, like phoenix flying through fire?

Stand against the chaos, or let it crush me?

My life’s a war zone, no peace to find

Searching for the light, leaving shadows behind.

Deep within my soul, a primal call

A desire to escape, to stand tall

But every step I take, every breath I fight

Is a battle in my mind, a constant night.

Though the darkness tries to consume my heart

I ask myself anew, do I have the spark?

To get through, to survive, to reignite my flame

Or surrender to the darkness?

Will I forget my name? Will I drop down, to my knees, and let it all end in this chaos? Do hear me? Can you see my hurt? What will I do to get go through? This is my last chance, to embrace my inner light, to forgive my soul.

Havoc and chaos reign still, but I’m getting better, little by little, day by day, I have learned that; I’m more powerful, more brighter and even more alive than I ever thought I had been.

Life is better than ever before, now…. Or is it? Can’t I stay here? Will I be able to stay in the light and let the sparks fly, Will I get through this darkness and this deep rooted war, fully? If anyone can hear me now? Just know, I’m trying my damn hardest and my best to be myself and believe in my light.

Until next time I find myself in these dangers and fears, I will go through Hell and back to become the best version of myself, I will strive through and I will thrive on the thirst for the sparking lights.

My life is in my hands and I will always be in these mental stages, but they’re just phases, dazed with the haze of it all, I am my own destiny. I am my own soul.

The life I choose to live? Is this;

Become my own conqueror, become my own light in the darkness my mindless sight in the bright sunlight.

I will always try. I will always believe;

I am not the worst of me. Because this is;

THE BEST OF ME!