Goodbye

Last good bye

May be it's my last good bye

May be I am not trying to deny

Yeah I am not denying

Yeah today I am dying ,better then dying daily

Let's kill our self I mean take ur weapon.

Point the trigger press it baby

Don't be panic its gonna be fun

May be this is my last text ,I know you deserve the better one

I am sorry mother ,father

Everyone has failed me ,so I gotta go

I am done dying little little

So I am gonna kill it at once

Get your poison drink it all ,don't be panic they don't even care

No one gonna know ,it's all right gulp it down the throat

May be this is my last note ,coz forever I will be gone

I was harassed mentally ,I harmed my self physically

Them texting me ,causing me to loose my self mentally

Grabbing the blade to put all the blame

To be compared ,from living with every one to staying alone ,I have grown

And I know

May be this is the last time I am writing this

Coz then I will be gone for forever

You gonna look at my pic and say ....thank God she is not here anymore

She was worst , we are glad that she is gone

But they don't know ,I was not mentally stable

I don't wanna break in front of u so I stay alone

Everything will be fine I promise ,once I will be gone

So you wanna know why I stay in my room all day

So look in my eyes can't you see the pain

Can't you realize those mark on my hand

Yes they ain't nails I was trying to kill my self

Coz I don't wanna live anymore ,I am exhausted I am tired I don't know ,but I am sorry

I wasn't like this before

But I really don't wanna live anymore

I am gonna go ,yes this is my last text

Yes this is my last note

Coz then after this I will be gone for forever

I wanna shout ,wanna scream

Everynight ,everyday is like scary dream

They don't know I am anxious

And get anxiety very often ,they think I am not normal ,so yeah I am not

Everyword ,this world hurts , I am not okay mentally

Honestly ,so yeah I don't wanna live anymore

I wanna go to somewhere ,where I can be alone

I don't wanna grow ,coz growing up is so tiring

And I am so tried ,I can't walk anymore

Yes this is my last text

This is my last note

Coz I will be gone for forever

I can see the napthelne ball in my front

My inner voice is asking me to try one

So I am gonna try one

.............sorry world

And I have tried one