Last good bye
May be it's my last good bye
May be I am not trying to deny
Yeah I am not denying
Yeah today I am dying ,better then dying daily
Let's kill our self I mean take ur weapon.
Point the trigger press it baby
Don't be panic its gonna be fun
May be this is my last text ,I know you deserve the better one
I am sorry mother ,father
Everyone has failed me ,so I gotta go
I am done dying little little
So I am gonna kill it at once
Get your poison drink it all ,don't be panic they don't even care
No one gonna know ,it's all right gulp it down the throat
May be this is my last note ,coz forever I will be gone
I was harassed mentally ,I harmed my self physically
Them texting me ,causing me to loose my self mentally
Grabbing the blade to put all the blame
To be compared ,from living with every one to staying alone ,I have grown
And I know
May be this is the last time I am writing this
Coz then I will be gone for forever
You gonna look at my pic and say ....thank God she is not here anymore
She was worst , we are glad that she is gone
But they don't know ,I was not mentally stable
I don't wanna break in front of u so I stay alone
Everything will be fine I promise ,once I will be gone
So you wanna know why I stay in my room all day
So look in my eyes can't you see the pain
Can't you realize those mark on my hand
Yes they ain't nails I was trying to kill my self
Coz I don't wanna live anymore ,I am exhausted I am tired I don't know ,but I am sorry
I wasn't like this before
But I really don't wanna live anymore
I am gonna go ,yes this is my last text
Yes this is my last note
Coz then after this I will be gone for forever
I wanna shout ,wanna scream
Everynight ,everyday is like scary dream
They don't know I am anxious
And get anxiety very often ,they think I am not normal ,so yeah I am not
Everyword ,this world hurts , I am not okay mentally
Honestly ,so yeah I don't wanna live anymore
I wanna go to somewhere ,where I can be alone
I don't wanna grow ,coz growing up is so tiring
And I am so tried ,I can't walk anymore
Yes this is my last text
This is my last note
Coz I will be gone for forever
I can see the napthelne ball in my front
My inner voice is asking me to try one
So I am gonna try one
.............sorry world
And I have tried one
