[Verse 1]
I keep the keys in my hand
Like they mean more than they do
Your jacket on the chair
Still bent around your room
I said I’m fine out loud
While my throat went dry
Hard on the outside
But I don’t sleep right
[Pre-Chorus]
I bite down on the ache
Till my jaw gets sore
I hold the door shut
Then I want you more
Every quiet minute
Hits like a stone
I can take the hit
I can’t take alone
[Chorus]
Hard but sad
That’s my shape
Hard but sad
I don’t break
I wear it bad
I smile through
Hard but sad
Still missing you
[Verse 2]
Your name on my phone
Like a bruise I keep
I scroll past the proof
Then I stare at the screen
Friends say “let it go”
Like it’s easy air
But the house keeps your mark
In the folded chair
[Pre-Chorus]
I bite down on the ache
Till my jaw gets sore
I hold the door shut
Then I want you more
Every quiet minute
Hits like a stone
I can take the hit
I can’t take alone
[Chorus]
Hard but sad
That’s my shape
Hard but sad
I don’t break
I wear it bad
I smile through
Hard but sad
Still missing you
[Bridge]
If I go too quiet
I hear you in the hall
If I act too tough
I feel it all
I’m built like a wall
With a crack running through
Look close enough
It’s only losing you
[Final Chorus]
Hard but sad
That’s my shape
Hard but sad
I don’t break
I wear it bad
I smile through
Hard but sad
Still missing you
Hard but sad
Yeah, that’s true
Hard but sad
Still loving you