A Second Chance

I awake with a heavy heart thinking about where and when I went wrong. Fighting the urge to give up the fight all the trauma is blinding my sight. All I see is the pain that I feel, wishing and praying that God will heal. My heart is heavy as I realize the truth. If only I had another chance. Would I choose the love from my past. I find myself reflecting on all the hurt trying to stay focused on the masters plan. Seems like life is a struggle to stand faithful with all the negative thoughts and spiritual attacks. I cry out to God for guidance and peace through the darkness that I can’t speak, still hurting and tears in my eyes. My heart is broken as I realize I have to walk away in order to survive. The truth is a hard pill to swallow but I think God for showing me the truth of the others plots and evil hearts. They counted me out, plotted against me, allowing the enemy to keep us apart. I finally decided to walk away, I needed my peace for a better day. I’m taking my life back in my hands and following guidance from the spiritual realm.