[INTRO]
(Low sub-bass swell)
(Distant industrial drone)
(Reverse reverb pull)
(Filtered scream echo far back)
I look fine.
I look whole.
No signal inside.
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[VERSE 1]
(Downtuned guitars fade in)
(Half-time drums, restrained)
(Vocals low, intimate, tense)
I wear my damage like a tailored lie
Pressed and folded, never asking why
They say I shine, I say I’m straight
But my ribs cave in every day I wake
I rehearse the smile, memorize the nod
Shake their hands like I’m playing God
Keep it clean, keep it tight
Rotting quietly out of sight
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[PRE-CHORUS]
(Drums rise, tom-heavy build)
(Guitars open up, swelling)
I bite my tongue till it bleeds restraint
Swallow truth, label it strength
Every breath feels counterfeit
Alive on paper — nonexistent
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[CHORUS]
(Full band impact)
(Wall of guitars)
(Layered clean + screamed vocals)
I’M SMILING THROUGH THE DAMAGE
TEETH LOCKED, DON’T LET IT SHOW
LIVING ON EMOTIONAL AUTOPILOT
HEART IN FLIGHT MODE
I FEEL TOO MUCH — I SAY NOTHING
LET IT FOSSILIZE
SELF-DESTRUCTION DRESSED AS HEALING
LOOK ME IN THE EYES
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[VERSE 2]
(Groove heavier, more distortion)
(Sub-bass follows guitar rhythm)
I’m haunted by the ghosts I shed
Every version that should be dead
They stare me down from behind my eyes
Asking how I learned to survive numb
They whisper failure, they whisper time
They sound like me on sleepless nights
They watch me stall, they watch me stall
They watch me feel nothing at all
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[PRE-CHORUS 2]
(Half-time slam)
(Drums hit harder, space opens)
I numb myself to feel in control
Turn the wound into a ritual
If pain’s the cure, inject the dose
Better to hurt than be exposed
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[CHORUS 2]
(Heavier than first)
(Screams more forward)
I’M SMILING THROUGH THE DAMAGE
MASK FUSED TO MY SKIN
LIVING ON EMOTIONAL AUTOPILOT
COUNTING DOWN WITHIN
I FEEL TOO MUCH — I SAY NOTHING
PRESSURE SET TO BREAK
I CALL IT HEALING WHILE I’M BLEEDING
JUST TO FEEL OKAY
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[BREAKDOWN]
(Drums drop out briefly)
(Sub-only pulse)
(Guttural vocals front and dry)
I DON’T HEAL — I ADAPT
I DON’T REST — I COLLAPSE
I DON’T CHANGE — I JUST LEARN
HOW TO SUFFER QUIETER
(Pause — dead silence)
THIS IS NOT RECOVERY
THIS IS SURVIVAL MODE
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[FINAL CHORUS]
(Slower tempo)
(Maximum weight)
(Choir-style backing screams layered subtly)
I’M SMILING THROUGH THE DAMAGE
CRACKS RUNNING THROUGH MY CHEST
LIVING ON EMOTIONAL AUTOPILOT
CALLING THIS MY BEST
I FEEL TOO MUCH — I SAY NOTHING
TILL IT RIPS ME APART
I DIDN’T HEAL — I JUST GOT BETTER
AT BREAKING MY OWN HEART
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[OUTRO]
(Guitars decay into feedback)
(Ambient noise tail)
(Filtered spoken vocal)
I look fine.
I look strong.
I’ve been gone
All along.
ReapEternal
