[Verse 1]
You said you liked my old blue sweater
Frayed at the cuffs
Said it looked like I’d been living
Not just making stuff up
We shared a coffee on the corner
You read every line on my face
I was still learning how to show up
Still sprinting through every day
[Pre-Chorus]
I kept my fears in the backseat
Let you drive
But I watched the road
You kept asking what I was hiding
I kept calling it “taking it slow”
[Chorus]
I was loving you in a half-light heart
One foot in
One eye on the dark
Every time you reached
I turned away
Scared you’d see the mess I’d made
But you stayed there
Breathing in my storms
Held your ground through every false alarm
I broke apart
Then I broke my guard
Now I’m learning how to love you with a whole heart
[Verse 2]
You found my letters in a shoebox
Names I won’t say
The way I begged them not to leave me
Then pushed them away
You didn’t flinch
You didn’t lecture
Just traced the ink on the page
Said
“You don’t have to be the bravest
To be brave enough to stay”
[Pre-Chorus]
I kept my hand on the handle
Just in case I had to run
You kept your eyes on the moment
Said
“I’m right here
I’m not done” (I’m not done)
[Chorus]
I was loving you in a half-light heart
One foot in
One eye on the dark
Every time you reached
I turned away
Scared you’d see the mess I’d made
But you stayed there
Breathing in my storms
Held your ground through every false alarm
I broke apart
Then I broke my guard
Now I’m learning how to love you with a whole heart
[Bridge]
I used to think that growing up
Meant never crying
Never stuck
But you saw the child in all my plans
Kissed the ink stains on my hands (oh)
If I shake while I’m reaching
Would you still meet me halfway?
If I lose all my reasons
Will you love me anyway?
[Chorus]
I’m done loving you in a half-light heart
Turn the dimmer up
Tear it apart
If it scares me now
I’ll stay right here
Let you see every crack
Every tear
’Cause you stayed there
Breathing in my storms
Made my chaos feel like home’s front porch
I broke apart
Now I’m not that far
From finally loving with a whole
Whole heart (oh)
Yeah
I’m finally loving with a whole heart