Nightmares

I have been stuck in a place that is dark and a place that I don’t want to be

nothing but demons and devils and blood and the anger

and all of the things that I’ve seen

I’m praying to god but my soul it feels dirty

and just can’t seem to get it clean

I’ve tried to be corgil I’ve tried to be friendly but people have pushed me

awakened the beast! (oh yeah!)

you say that youre broken and you need help?

I don’t got time to help gotta help myself

does that make me a bad guy?

probably so

but I have this pain that I can’t let go

and it takes control

when I’m in that zone

when I’m in that mode

better not get close

as the cold wind blows

feel my heart get cold

why I feel so low

yeah someone tell me why ?

would they think they could ever try to stop me?

code 187 now the beat getting bodied

that’s a fucking guarantee no it is not a probably

I take a look around aint nobody gonna stop me

I’m going in like I’m lost and you could never find me

and I got the buzz like light year

put in that work still feel like it’s a light year

I ain’t ever running from a problem I’m right here

demons wanna fight?

and they all don’t fight fair

my dreams are probably your nightmares

all black hood on when I walk in they all stare

like who is this?

(I don’t know who it is)

it’s the one with the auroa of a lost soul

devil tried to meet me at the crossroads

lost hope

but I have the thing that I’ve been trying find in the sights of my scope

I felt close

but still have to walk this tightrope

between good and evil

lost in my cerebral

my ego grows quick so please don’t feed em

I used to be fine but the pain has returned

there is a lot of things that I have learned

I met some people and they did me dirty

the line in the sand so the bridges get burnt

I don’t know who I am but I know what I’m worth

I don’t know where it came from

but it has returned

(yeah it had returned )

(yeah it has returned )

I’m seeking the answers for all of the questions

I have and I am not taking suggestions

you can’t take my soul

you can take my possessions

but can’t take my weapons

I treat the studio just like a confession

they hear all my raps and they say it’s aggressive

i just hope you get the message

I ain’t like all of these rappers who flexin

I gotta make it I know that I’m destined

I’m working and grinding one day be a legend

I do not care who they mention

I paid all my dues and they don’t pay attention

my mind has been slipping and I feel the tension

I got the drive and my heart is the engine

my blood steady flowing pumping from the pistons

I am not perfect just cause I’m a Christian

I’m telling my story to people who listen

I feel like my mind has been stuck in a prison

but you are the reason why I’m feeling lifted

these demons attack me and they are so wicked

I am not like you at all we are different