Inhale exhale

Lately I ain’t been myself so much coping with overwhelmed. I’ve been drinking alcohol till I can’t. I can’t feel myself. Been so that it seems so overwhelmed to the point where I see no help so I’m sitting here by myself sitting back under thinking all to myself where the fuck did I go wrong when I saw it so well everything felt like it was going great then it all fell down right in my face like I passed the fuck out and I can see the moment when I wake up and see it all come down falling down to the point where there’s no found but then I see the ground all alone again then I’m making it all a fucking round understand why baby girl I’m not great but with you, I see so heavenly and I know that with you around, I can keep myself on all track on all around. I know this shit that I say sometimes make no sense but just understand that I am not a K don’t understand where the fuck I’m man but baby girl you know I’m offer you till the end time and I will fucking do anything to make sure you’re OK and I will be there one to pull the thing when it is time to do what I gotta fucking do. I don’t give two shit what it takes for me to protect you from everything and I will do anything for you, baby girl you my everything you’re mine one and only thing in life that keeps me going trying all the time and yeah I know it seems so pathetic but I don’t give two fucks what other people fucking I will be the one to fucking complete everything you ever thought and wanna achieve so let me be the one to be the 12 complete all our fucking dreams in this life we want to see I wanna be the one to take you to all the locations that we want to see and maybe one day we will be the ones we ever dreamed and I hope that we will see that at the end it was all worth to be all that time given in and trying to keep on working on everything we want to see in the long run because baby girl you are my everything and I want to be the one to achieve all of our fucking dreams and to see our kids grow i in our property on a farm and having horses and cows, sheep and chickens, everything we ever could really imagine Ferraris parked in the drive along with the TRX and many trucks and so many options too, having this life and give every thing to mine and your family in this life before we all get to die because that’s something we are guaranteed at the end of time