[Intro]
Walking through shadows of a past I can't forget
Haunted by a love that I can't regret
[Verse 1]
Thought he was my first, my shining star
A crush that turned into scar
High school days, dreams so bright
But he played me like a game in the night
[Pre-Chorus]
He set the bar, too high to reach
But he was just a lesson I had to teach
Fell for him hard, but it was in vain
Now I'm stuck in a loop of pain
[Chorus]
Am I toxic, am I weak?
Caught in the echoes of what I seek?
Narcissist or just hurt inside?
Lost in trauma I can't hide
[Verse 2]
He was a bad boy, a storm I chased
Now I wear these scars, can't erase
He’s got his life, his new start
While I fight the ghosts within my heart
[Pre-Chorus]
Memories linger, wounds that mend
Is this love or just pretend?
My mind's prisoner, my soul's plea
Trying to set this pain free
[Chorus]
Am I toxic, am I weak?
Caught in the echoes of what I seek?
Narcissist or just hurt inside?
Lost in trauma I can't hide
[Bridge]
Love should lift, but here I fall
In this maze, I can't get out at all
One side loves, the other fights
Drowning in these endless nights
[Outro]
Maybe someday I’ll break free
From these chains holding me
Until then, I’ll just try
To heal and learn to fly