Reality sucks

My thoughts aint mine no more 
 who's to say if they were mine before
Like life was all rainbows and buttlflies 

I feel the grasp of death my minds at war 
I'm 
The pain and pressure where diamonds form
On the outside I look fine but I am torn
In a dark cold place I try to find the warmth

It's slowly eating hat I am.
Nobody hears me nothing im saying
I reach f or help I don't see no hand
Jealousy and envy or they just did me 
Kind gets you used by the fake and the trash
Sile in your face put a blade in your back
One day you'll get a taste  just  stating the facts
Karma is fair not a batch only snake think like that

My thoughts aint mine no more 
 who's to say if they were mine before
Like life was all rainbows and butter flies not gonna lie it wasn't terrible but it could have me a couple times worst
I feel the grasp of death my minds a war
The pain and pressure where diamonds form
On the outside I look fine but I am torn
In a dark cold place I try to find the warmth

I'm to the point where I scare myself 
I've walked down that path were I was done with myself 
The world is cruel unkind and feels closer to hellWelcome to my mind and the card that were dealt
Poor white trash from the wrong side o the track
I found relief at the bottom of a sack
Late I realized the drugs never left when love didn't come back
But felt pain at the bottom of every bag
Damn if you do damn if you don't

My thoughts aint mine no more 
 who's to say if they were mine before
Like life was all rainbows and butter flies not gonna lie it wasn't terrible but it could have me a couple times worst
I feel the grasp of death my minds a war
The pain and pressure where diamonds form
On the outside I look fine but I am torn
In a dark cold place I try to find the warmth

Who would even notice that mpty space 
The body thag filled The void  the smile on my face
Chasing the cheese blind to the ways I took in this race
Now I'm at the dead end I stand firm as Death stands in the way


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