My thoughts aint mine no more
who's to say if they were mine before
Like life was all rainbows and buttlflies
I feel the grasp of death my minds at war
I'm
The pain and pressure where diamonds form
On the outside I look fine but I am torn
In a dark cold place I try to find the warmth
It's slowly eating hat I am.
Nobody hears me nothing im saying
I reach f or help I don't see no hand
Jealousy and envy or they just did me
Kind gets you used by the fake and the trash
Sile in your face put a blade in your back
One day you'll get a taste just stating the facts
Karma is fair not a batch only snake think like that
My thoughts aint mine no more
who's to say if they were mine before
Like life was all rainbows and butter flies not gonna lie it wasn't terrible but it could have me a couple times worst
I feel the grasp of death my minds a war
The pain and pressure where diamonds form
On the outside I look fine but I am torn
In a dark cold place I try to find the warmth
I'm to the point where I scare myself
I've walked down that path were I was done with myself
The world is cruel unkind and feels closer to hellWelcome to my mind and the card that were dealt
Poor white trash from the wrong side o the track
I found relief at the bottom of a sack
Late I realized the drugs never left when love didn't come back
But felt pain at the bottom of every bag
Damn if you do damn if you don't
My thoughts aint mine no more
who's to say if they were mine before
Like life was all rainbows and butter flies not gonna lie it wasn't terrible but it could have me a couple times worst
I feel the grasp of death my minds a war
The pain and pressure where diamonds form
On the outside I look fine but I am torn
In a dark cold place I try to find the warmth
Who would even notice that mpty space
The body thag filled The void the smile on my face
Chasing the cheese blind to the ways I took in this race
Now I'm at the dead end I stand firm as Death stands in the way
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