Engine hummin’ in the driveway dark
Dash light glowin’ on a tired old heart
Steel toe boots on a cracked floor mat
Whole world ridin’ on my back like that
Bills in the seat and dust in my lungs
Words I regret hang off my tongue
House lights on but I can’t walk in
Not like this… not full of sin
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Pre-Chorus
You said to cast it, lay it down
But pride still wears my working crown
I can lift weight that’ll break a spine
Still wrestle You for what ain’t mine
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Chorus (Heavy Stomp Builds)
So I’m throwin’ it down in the gravel tonight
Every fear, every fight
Every burden I’ve been holdin’ tight
You said You care for me
You said You’ll carry me
You called the weary to come find rest
But I’ve been beatin’ on my own chest
I ain’t God
I ain’t strong enough
To hold this world together
Without Your blood
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(Stomp Break – Kick + Chain Hit)
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Verse 2
A man thinks his way is right
‘Til it drags him into the night
And I’ve been drivin’ that crooked road
White knuckled on control
You said anger won’t make me right
But I let mine burn all night
You warned me not to let the sun
Go down while wrath still runs
And I’ve been carryin’ wrath like tools
Handin’ it off to the ones I love
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Pre-Chorus
You said there’s no condemnation
But I live like grace is probation
You said I reap what I sow
Lord don’t let tension be what they know
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Chorus (Full Grit, Bigger Vocal)
So I’m throwin’ it down in the gravel tonight
Every weight, every lie
Every “I’ll fix it” foolish pride
If You don’t build this house
We’re just swingin’ hammers loud
You told me not to be anxious
But I’ve been faithless and doubtin’
I ain’t Christ
I ain’t the cross
If I don’t lay it at Your feet
My whole house pays the cost
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Bridge (Music Drops Low – Vocal Nearly Spoken)
You said be still…
And know that You are God
But I don’t sit still
I don’t slow down
You said those who wait on You
Renew their strength
But I’ve been runnin’ on fumes
Tryin’ to be the engine
You told me to fix my eyes on Jesus
The Author and the Finisher
Not on the bills
Not on the job
Not on the mess I made
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(Beat builds back in slow and heavy)
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Final Chorus (Big, Gang Vocal Undercurrent)
So I’m killin’ this tension in the driveway dirt
Lay it down before it hurts
Before I drag it through that door
As for me and my house
Lord I’m choosing You right now
Whatever I do, work or rest
I’m givin’ You my best
I ain’t savior
I ain’t king
I’m just a man
On broken knees
And tonight I’m endin’ the day
With trust
Not tension
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Outro (Beat Fades – Vocal Alone)
Truck shuts off
Gravel crunch
Deep breath in my lungs
You said You will sustain me…
Door opens.
Amen.