I’ll never admit it

I won’t say I’m not okay
Sitting’ here crying alone in the car
You’ll never see me break

I’ll never say I’m not okay
Staring at the rain falling knowing that even in a crowded room I’m alone
I’ll never admit it

I’ll keep a smile on my face
I’ll keep being strong for everyone 

I’ll never ask for help
Even though I’m screaming help from the inside 
Hoping that someday someone will see me
Hoping that someday someone will let me let go
Hoping that someone will love me like I love them

I’ll never let you see me break
I’ll never say I need a shoulder to cry on
I’ll never let you know I’m hurting 

I’ll keep a smile on my face
I’ll keep being strong for everyone 

I’ll keep wearing this mask
So nobody sees the me that’s screaming for help
So I’ll keep this smile on my face 
And never say I’m not okay 

country, female voice