I’ll never admit it

I won’t say I’m not okay

Sitting’ here crying alone in the car

You’ll never see me break

I’ll never say I’m not okay

Staring at the rain falling knowing that even in a crowded room I’m alone

I’ll never admit it

I’ll keep a smile on my face

I’ll keep being strong for everyone

I’ll never ask for help

Even though I’m screaming help from the inside

Hoping that someday someone will see me

Hoping that someday someone will let me let go

Hoping that someone will love me like I love them

I’ll never let you see me break

I’ll never say I need a shoulder to cry on

I’ll never let you know I’m hurting

I’ll keep a smile on my face

I’ll keep being strong for everyone

I’ll keep wearing this mask

So nobody sees the me that’s screaming for help

So I’ll keep this smile on my face

And never say I’m not okay