

Prompt / Lyrics
I’m breaking, I’m wasted, I’ve never looked worse Wish I could just fake it but truth always hurts Running on empty, can’t quiet my mind I’m poison to love, leaving ruin behind God, I wish I could want you more You don’t know how much But I just can’t watch you burn When I’m cold to your touch I wish I could want this more I wish I could want this at all (Verse 2) I know that you see it, the look in my eyes The ghosts and the flashbacks I fail to disguise My mind is consumed and my heart isn’t in it This pains so addictive, I forget I could quit it I wish I could want this more You don’t know how much But I just can’t watch you hurt When I’m lost in the rush I wish I could want this more I wish I could want this at all (Pre-Chorus) You are everything gentle You are everything true But I’m trapped in this spiral That won’t let me choose If I could be stronger If I could be clean Maybe I’d be The person you need I wish I could want this more I wish I could want this at all I wish I could want this more I wish I could want this at all Ooooooo ooooooo oooooooo oooooooo Ooooooo oooooooo ooooooo ooooooo (Chorus) You’re more than enough And loving you was easy But I make it so rough I make it so mean If I could stop sinking If I could break free You’d never have doubted The best parts of me I wish I could want this more I’d do anything for you But I can’t want this more I’d give anything, anything Just to want this more But I don’t want this at all (Bridge) I could be better if I just tried If I could quit living like all hope has died I could be better if I found a way But I lost my chances when you walked away I wish I had wanted it more I wish I could have just tried I wish I had wanted it more I wish I could have just tried (Outro) So don’t say it was you Don’t carry my shame I broke what was pure And I shoulder the blame I wish I could want this I wish I could want this at all God, I wish I could want this But I don’t want this at all
Tags
Female ballad. Pop r&b acoustic. Soulful. Longing, devastated, honest, vulnerable. Interesting chord progression.
4:00
No
7/1/2025