Just feel like stopping

Just felt like stopping by . I thought this was a quit place . Out here at the Ohio river . Came up here to clean my thoughts in my head . To much has piled up in my head . All the negative thoughts are taking over . I went from being happy. Now I’m just miserable. I guess I gotta take the lonely now . Gotta be lonely every night . It shouldn’t be like this . Not fair to that I have to go through this mentally every night . Lee HB has feelings to .My happiness went right out the door . Left my body and isn’t coming back . I rather be drinking my problems away . Can’t really take to much more of this . My heart is dieing from gong through this . I don’t know how many more blows my heart can take of this . Might have to start getting drunk every night just to be happy with myself . Can’t seem to catch a break anymore . Get to be by myself every night . I don’t get any sleep most nights .

Being on my own . Really sucks going though it all alone . Just one night after another. I keep going through what I do . Gotta push through it because I have nothing more in the gas tank . I have no energy to keep going. I just have nothing more. I’m just losing myself. Losing my happiness . Banging country music with 6 to the floor gonna party with my friends and smoke this depression away . I’m not everyone’s cup of tea so when you find yourself on that side . There ain’t nothing more .

Just felt like stopping by . I thought this was a quit place . Out here at the Ohio river . Came up here to clean my thoughts in my head . To much has piled up in my head . All the negative thoughts are taking over . I went from being happy. Now I’m just miserable. I guess I gotta take the lonely now . Gotta be lonely every night . It shouldn’t be like this . Not fair to that I have to go through this mentally every night . Lee HB has feelings to .My happiness went right out the door . Left my body and isn’t coming back . I rather be drinking my problems away . Can’t really take to much more of this . My heart is dieing from gong through this . I don’t know how many more blows my heart can take of this . Might have to start getting drunk every night just to be happy with myself . Can’t seem to catch a break anymore . Get to be by myself every night . I don’t get any sleep most nights .

Being on my own . Really sucks going though it all alone . Just one night after another. I keep going through what I do . Gotta push through it because I have nothing more in the gas tank . I have no energy to keep going. I just have nothing more. I’m just losing myself. Losing my happiness . Banging country music with 6 to the floor gonna party with my friends and smoke this depression away . I’m not everyone’s cup of tea so when you find yourself on that side . There ain’t nothing more