Tryin to make it

Ya ya ay ay ay I been struggling with my sins tryin to get amends, every night gettin high smoking ma feelings awayyy Sippin lean till I can’t function been struggling with depression….ion wanna talk just leave me alone go so lost I thought I killed all my demons they was with me the whole time tellin me everything’s gonna be fine but it’s chill tho I didn’t fuck with it anyway keepin my circle small only day ones, nic buzzin till I can’t walk poped a perk now I can’t talk.. but let’s get back to the part where I said depression, depression taking me away, dont mind if I don’t wake up, ALL THE VOICES ARE GETTING LOUDER I might lose it.

All these hoes on my dick straight riding won’t hope off all them got the time to hate on me but where was that time for me when it was “ I love you booo” yeah nah, see I don’t care no more losing touch derelization kicking in might lose it soon.

All this past trauma haunting me every night when I close my eyes cant forget take the threefive and smoke till the pain leaves and all I am now is a she’ll got walls so high I can’t break them counsling not helping failing to my sins every night and day and all I do is pray that I’m forgave……thats my life…..peace