Fuck You, I Still Like You

Yeah…

I don’t even know why I still care.

You got me fucked up, for real.

I wanted us to stay good…

But somehow we always end up right here.

Yeah, you been ignoring me, como una puta,

I was tryna keep it good, keep it cool, no drama.

I wanted us to stay good friends, but you switched up,

Now I’m saying “fuck you,” but I still can’t give up.

I hate you, but I like you, damn, that shit confusing,

You understand me, then you leave me here bruising.

You get me in my feelings, got me thinking too much,

I say that I don’t care, but I still give a fuck.

I was really tryna keep you in my life,

Even after everything, I still treated you right.

Could’ve walked away, could’ve left you behind,

But something about you always stayed on my mind.

You get me mad, then you make me laugh,

Got me thinking ’bout the memories we had in the past.

I swear sometimes I wish I never knew your name,

’Cause every time I get close, I end up feeling pain.

You call me dumb, I call you crazy,

We go back and forth, shit getting hazy.

I say “fuck you,” then I miss you later,

How you make me hate you and still want you closer?

Maybe I’m attached, maybe I care too much,

Maybe I’m just tired of everybody switching up.

I wanted something real, something that could last,

But every time I move forward, I’m stuck in the past.

And I don’t wanna chase you,

I don’t wanna beg you.

But when I see your name,

I swear I still feel something.

I hate that I care…

I hate that you’re there…

Inside of my head

When you’re not even here.

Yeah, you been ignoring me, como una puta,

I was tryna keep it good, keep it cool, no drama.

I wanted us to stay good friends, but you switched up,

Now I’m saying “fuck you,” but I still can’t give up.

I hate you, but I like you, damn, that shit confusing,

You understand me, then you leave me here bruising.

You get me in my feelings, got me thinking too much,

I say that I don’t care, but I still give a fuck.

I’m taking a break from Insta, I need some peace,

Too much shit on my phone, gotta let my mind breathe.

I don’t wanna see your name, don’t wanna see your face,

But somehow I still wonder if you miss me the same.

So I’m stepping back, I’m giving you your space,

Maybe distance is the only way I heal from this place.

I’m not chasing, I’m not begging, I’m just letting it be,

But deep down, girl, you know you still mean something to me.

I hate you…

But I like you.

I’m mad at you…

But I still wanna talk to you.

That’s the problem…

You know me too well.

You get me in my feelings…

Then you leave me by myself.

Fuck you…

But damn, you’re still cool.

Maybe one day I’ll stop caring.

But tonight…

I still do.