I hate the way you make me feel

There are so many ways you tend to make me feel but none of them can compare to the way I felt when I was with you words cannot explain the way you make me feel so that’s why this song shall explain it to you. I love you in so many ways but yet I hate you in so many more. I love you for how you make me feel but I hate you for making me feel that way I love you because you were always here for me when I needed you but now you’re not when I turn around to find you so this is to you the heartbreak of a goodbye as I look for something better in the future I wanted with you and I hurt the most is that I don’t think I could’ve ever gotten you to see the way I truly feel so I ask you to hate me in ways that are too hard to swallow, but I tell you now I’m gonna love you like I’m gonna lose you because to me I wish you were in my arms instead, so as I rise against these feelings, and as I say that hell‘s coming with me when the darkness comes, shall it take me quickly, but until that time with the death of peace of mind I’ll be chasing cars hanging by a moment for I’m still here, but I’m the line so thin and sitting like a stone, the river that flows in you, which was meant to live by my side, I’ll leave on one more light for you to take what you want as I sleep. Talk thinking about the better days