I don't wanna die, I just wanna bleed
The demons that were caged are loose and running free
And i know that it won't end, until they've taken all of me
Don't want to sound ungrateful, but living with this much chaos took a toll
My soul is truly shattered,
and to the devil, the pieces were sold
As i walk down This cold and empty road
Never thought I'd feel so at home
Like this is right where i must belong
Facing this life all on my own
The silence is so loud, and my screams just won't come out
My throat's so raw, It feels like someone's ripped it out.
And as the blade bites deep into my skin I try to think of what keeps me here, of what this life could have been
My body is beat, my spirits broken
My muscles, plagued with fatigue
So now i beg for your forgiveness
And ask you to not be
ashamed of me,
Because this burden has grown too heavy,
And my shoulders have become quite weak
I can no longer pray for strength,
So instead i pray too be free
will my heart finally stop beating
When my veins have been depleted?
Drop after drop the puddle grows
Will I finally see where a lost soul goes
Or do I have to spend another Day wasted
Wasted above Hallowed ground
You tell me i have to hold on’
And that i must continue to fight
But I've been fighting my whole life
Maybe why im always wound so tight.
My bodys beat, my spirits broken
My muscles, plagued with fatigue
So now i beg for your forgiveness
And ask you to not be ashamed of me,
Because this burden has grown too heavy,
And my shoulders have become quite weak
I can no longer pray for strength,
So instead i pray too be free
I can no longer pray for strength,
So instead i pray too be free
IM FUCKING TERRIFIED
FEELS LIKE IM BEING BURNED ALIVE
PLEASE GOD JUST SET ME FREE
OUTRO:
Free from all these monsters,
That have made a hostage out of every part of me
That have taken ahold of me.
