[Verse]
They wanna lock me up
Throw away the key
I've been broken
Damaged
Feel like something's controlling me
I'm staring at the bottom of a bottle
Getting closer to my coffin
I don't wanna
Keep goin' on
Please don't tell me to be strong
'Cause I am weak
And all this pressure is too heavy on my shoulders
But I still can't stop myself from holdin' on
'Cause I need the relief
[Pre-Chorus]
Of finding light
Light
Light
Light
Light
[Chorus]
'Cause I still haven't found it
No
I still haven't found it
No
I still haven't found it
And I need the relief
Of finding light
Light
Light
Light
Light
[Verse 2]
I'm so tired
Uninspired
I'm a failure
Just a fuck-up
A loser
What my momma said
It is what it is
Now I can't seem to
Be a father
A lover
A friend
Oh
Oh
I want it back
The happiness that I used to have
When I was free
'Cause I don't wanna be who I am
But it's too late to be who I was
But I still can't stop myself from holdin' on
'Cause I need the relief
[Pre-Chorus]
Of finding light
Light
Light
Light
Light
[Chorus]
'Cause I still haven't found it
No
I still haven't found it
No
I still haven't found it
And I need the relief
Of finding light
Light
Light
Light
Light
[Bridge]
Light
Light
Light
Light
Light
Light
Light
Light
[Chorus]
'Cause I still haven't found it
No
I still haven't found it
No
I still haven't found it
And I need the relief
Of finding light
Light
Light
Light
Light