Misunderstood

Look U mistook but I must admit had enough of this shit I'm undecided an can no longer hide it time is going by but I just tried to bide it guess what ?when the tide 🌊 hits there's no way to hide if I open this door🚪 there isn't anything I can do anymore almost as if I can't decide this then... again... I got to wonder what's inside it? perhaps it's where my lies hid like a curse I did I've been through worse it's pretty bad really sad lost the urges don't even want to write any verses even though it don't look that way on the surface don't relent us keeping it pent up you'll do what you were meant ta you may be bent up out of shape the form of lyrical rape you won't believe what I have to say then why would you want to hear it anyway? turn off the track if you don't want to listen to that is exactly why I tell them not to do what I did as a kid caught in between lost in a dream it seems like there might be light tho it only seems right so it must be right right yo? it's like no one can hear ya scream not a person in sight so I'm looking around as I'm also staring down the barrel sites of ah gun where I'm from in the purgatory state of my mind cut in half by a line eyes blind moving at a rapid rate nothing but chatter an static waves trapped in a dramatic chase dash to where it is safe but that's hardly ever the case instead end up with a slash mark embedded in your face as you're shredded and called apathetic waste nevertheless what a disgrace don't let it erase the human race not everything is fate you choose what you're going to make...even if they brake u like this ain't real life and you're gonna lose everything that's at stake and it will never heal right? the wrong and that's simply what this feels like