I’m Done

Know what it is and know what it isnt just cause im grinnin dont mean im happy so im

im done with it all its fundamentally flawed constantly jackedin the jaw a barrage of victim monologues around every corner ambush and withdrawal no relax or security just more chaos to spawn just a life of mirage psychological camouflage apocalyptic sabotage leavin no one in charge

im done with manipulation character assassination fabrication constant miscommunication evry conversation turned interrogation assumptions and condemnation im done with the competition jealous opposition petty ammunition fired from a place of inhibition call it ambition but its an unhealthy obsession with my progression

done with the gaslightin backbitin facthidin dramatizin halftruths and lyin weaponized tears and strategizin romanticizin toxic cycles the damage keeps arisin evrybody wants the fireworks nobody survives em love aint legitimate when evry disagreements militant when respect disappears thats the end of it

twisted my words till i sa what i didnt gaslightin me cognitive dissin whats goin on were both makin bad decisions use to be so tight now somethin is missin dont come together we collide nuclear fission sure the sex is fire orgasm precision excitement attraction is there but listen look to the hard times not just the fun our actions and words keep us from bein one pull us apart come undone kill memories of love any further itll erupt so ima pull the plug dont want that to be us what we become so im done

spent all my life on the run hard times but some fun look back at where it begun so much history it weighs a ton all played out evry day under the sun trust god but keep one in the chamber of the gun dealin in life or death never stun no warnin shots double tap and move on trust we are the best the rest cant pass our test so theyre floatin in the water jus chum stay frosty stay fresh grab a mint or some gum keep shootin for number one keep movin push it theyll be lookin up at us high up on our apparatus aimin up tryin to tag us so mad at us dirty back stabbers spoiled cabbage with baggage collapse short of the finish line got nothin not lookin back forward movin this rivalry means somethin to you but im done

im done with manipulation character assassination fabrication constant miscommunication evry conversation turned interrogation assumptions and condemnation im done with the competition jealous opposition petty ammunition fired from inhibition call it ambition but its an unhealthy obsession with my progression done with the gaslightin backbitin facthidin dramatizin halftruths and lyin weaponized tears and strategizin romanticizin toxic cycles damage keeps arisin evrybody wants the fireworks nobody survives em love aint legitimate when evry disagreements militant soon as respect disappears thats the end of it. TGB life.