Dont call me strong

INTRO 

Mmm… Don’t call me that…

HOOK 
Don’t call me strong, you ain’t feel this weight (nah…) I been holdin’ pain just to keep shit straight

PROLOGUE 
You see strength… I feel survival

VERSE 1 
Stop praisin’ wounds like they made me whole
I stood by hands that broke my soul (broke me…)
Loyalty turned to a joke on me
Same ones I loved took control of me
Smiled through hurt I ain’t choose to take
Stayed in places I should escape
Shook in silence, held it tight (held it…)
Cried in dark, performed in light

PRE-CHORUS 
Split in two, I feel it clear (clear…)
Half still fightin’, half not here

CHORUS 
Don’t call me strong, that ain’t the truth (nah…)
It’s just what pain forced me to do
Rebuildin’ bridges I ain’t break down (mm…)
Standin’ tall but I might drown
If I ain’t leave, don’t mean I’m right
I just ain’t had space to lose that fight

VERSE 2 
I search for love where wounds still live (still live…)
Pour from empty, still try to give
Bullet holes where I placed my trust (mm…)
Still tryna fix what was never us
Pride was the place I used to stand
Same place they cut me where I am
Held it together, stitched up wrong (stitched up…)
Bleedin’ quiet but movin’ on

PRE-CHORUS 
Split in two, I feel it clear (clear…)
One wants peace, one stuck right here
CHORUS Don’t call me strong, you don’t know cost (no…)
I been carryin’ weight, I been takin’ loss
Stayed too long where I felt alone (alone…)
Built from pain I was never shown
If I still stand, don’t mean I’m healed
I just mastered what I conceal

VERSE 3 
Torn in half, yeah that’s the truth (truth…)
One still holds, one cuttin’ loose
I don’t wanna leave, can’t stay the same
That’s the war inside my brain
BRIDGE I’m still bleedin’… (still bleedin’…)
This ain’t strength, it’s just breathin’

FINAL CHORUS
 Don’t call me strong, just hear my pain (hear me…)
I been standin’ in loss, walkin’ through rain
If I’m still here, it’s not ’cause I’m strong—
I just refused to be gone

OUTRO 
Mmm… Don’t call me strong…

Female dark trap beat, 140 BPM, distorted 808s, chaotic hi hats, raw rage, rap, hip hop, ambient violin saxophone