Shelby

I'm sorry that i wasn't the big sister that you probably wanted

I should have been the one you could look up to

Showing you the better paths that might be hard to see

But instead you learned how not to fallow my lead

I was the example of everything you didnt want to be

You were grew up being what you should have gotten from me

You and i shared the same mother but we both grew up differently

I know you always felt like you were never a part of the family

Who knows who you might have been today if it had been different

Maybe what felt like a curse was really heaven sent

I just never expected the way our life's went

You know i love you shelby but you got me bent

My life was meant to be fuckin different

And its all because of you

You stabbed me right in my back

That blade cut so deep it went through and through

You still dont realize the hell you put me through

It took some years for me to try to forgive you

And its still the hardest fucking thing to do

I swear its true

Chorus

There’s a quiet in my chest

where your warmth used to stay.

Now it echoes with the memories

of the day love changed its shape.

And I’m learning how to breathe again

in a world you split in two —

trying to find the part of me

that didn’t break because of you

The Part You Never Saw

I was holding up a world

that was crumbling in my hands.

Trying to love a man who broke me

in ways I didn’t understand.

I was drowning in the silence,

barely standing on my own —

and you took away the one last chance

I had to make it home.

Chorus

There’s a quiet in my chest

where your warmth used to stay.

Now it echoes with the memories

of the day love changed its shape.

And I’m learning how to breathe again

in a world you split in two —

trying to find the part of me

that didn’t break because of yo