I'm sorry that i wasn't the big sister that you probably wanted
I should have been the one you could look up to
Showing you the better paths that might be hard to see
But instead you learned how not to fallow my lead
I was the example of everything you didnt want to be
You were grew up being what you should have gotten from me
You and i shared the same mother but we both grew up differently
I know you always felt like you were never a part of the family
Who knows who you might have been today if it had been different
Maybe what felt like a curse was really heaven sent
I just never expected the way our life's went
You know i love you shelby but you got me bent
My life was meant to be fuckin different
And its all because of you
You stabbed me right in my back
That blade cut so deep it went through and through
You still dont realize the hell you put me through
It took some years for me to try to forgive you
And its still the hardest fucking thing to do
I swear its true
Chorus
There’s a quiet in my chest
where your warmth used to stay.
Now it echoes with the memories
of the day love changed its shape.
And I’m learning how to breathe again
in a world you split in two —
trying to find the part of me
that didn’t break because of you
The Part You Never Saw
I was holding up a world
that was crumbling in my hands.
Trying to love a man who broke me
in ways I didn’t understand.
I was drowning in the silence,
barely standing on my own —
and you took away the one last chance
I had to make it home.
Chorus
There’s a quiet in my chest
where your warmth used to stay.
Now it echoes with the memories
of the day love changed its shape.
And I’m learning how to breathe again
in a world you split in two —
trying to find the part of me
that didn’t break because of yo
tiffythepope
