Ghosts of My Past

Yeah, I’m lost in my thoughts, tryna silence the screams,

Every heartbeat’s a battle, I'm caught in a dream,

Pills on the dresser, just tryna numb the pain,

But these shadows keep callin’, man, it drives me insane.

Used to have love, but that girl let me down,

Now I'm sippin’ on sorrow, drowning deep in this town.

Heartbreak in my veins, like the drugs in my system,

I’m a ghost of my past, can’t nobody resist 'em.

*(Pre-Chorus)*

Yeah, every hit of this pen, I’m just scribblin’ pain,

A canvas of memories, lost in the rain.

You turned into smoke, now I’m chasing the mist,

And I’m screaming your name, but it feels like a twist.

*(Chorus)*

But I swear I’m still here, riding waves made of fear,

With every tear that I shed, I’m just drawing it near.

Got my heart in the dark, and my mind on the edge,

Ghosts of my past, they won’t let me forget.

Yeah, the pills tell me lies while the exes throw shade,

But I’m breakin’ these chains like I’m born in the rain.

*(Verse 2)*

Late nights, lost fights, ghostin' every regret,

They say time heals all, but I'm caught in a net.

Scrolling through memories, drownin' in my head,

Wishin’ on a star but the wish is dead.

Poppin’ these pills, they just give me a buzz,

But it’s hollow inside, like unrequited love.

Tryna fill the void, but I’m just makin’ it worse,

Now I’m calling on demons, they’re rehearsing my curse.

*(Pre-Chorus)*

Yeah, every thought of you feels like poison in me,

Like a drug without love, it's my own worst enemy.

Could’ve had forever, now it’s lost in the mist,

Every beat of my heart is a swing and a miss.

*(Chorus)*

But I swear I’m still here, riding waves made of fear,

With every tear that I shed, I’m just drawing it near.

Got my heart in the dark, and my mind on the edge,

Ghosts of my past, they won’t let me forget.

Yeah, the pills tell me lies while the exes throw shade,

But I’m breakin’ these chains like I’m born in the rain.

*(Bridge)*

Lookin’ at the skyline, faded in the night,

Tryna find my way, but I'm losing the fight.

Hope in a bottle, love in the dust,

Can’t trust nobody when you’re lost in the lust.

Yeah, I’m chasin' these visions, but they blur in the haze,

Wrestlin' with demons, caught up in this maze.

*(Outro)*

But I’ll rise like the sun, let the past fade away,

I’m a warrior in shadows, and I refuse to stay.

With the echoes of pain, I’ll find strength in the scars,

In this battle for life, I’m the one with the stars.

Yeah, the ghosts of my past, they’ll haunt and they’ll creep,

But I’m breaking this cycle, no more losing sleep.

*(Chorus)*

But I swear I’m still here, riding waves made of fear,

With every tear that I shed, I’m just drawing it near.

Got my heart in the dark, and my mind on the edge,

Ghosts of my past, they won’t let me forget.

Yeah, the pills tell me lies while the exes throw shade,

But I’m breakin’ these chains like I’m born in the rain.