Hate Myself

Hahaha

Had you fooled,

You see I'm so happy, funny and all is alright

Crack a smile, a laugh and the room is bright

Life all good when everything is light but things get dark in the middle of the night

There's a lot that love me, a lot that care

But I hate myself, myself

Oh I hate myself

Me myself and I

I love to live but sometimes

Oh I wish I could die

You see they say you can't buy confidence,

It's totally free,

But I've never found it, and it's never found me.

Now if anything happened, they'd never expect it

My family and social circle all in shock

Never knowing my true unhappiness,

My pain, self hatred under lock and key

There's a lot that love me, a lot that care

But I hate myself, myself

Oh I hate myself

Me myself and I

I love to live but sometimes

Oh I wish I could die

They'll be one last laugh, one last night

Before driving off into the abyss,

One final journey,

Before I go to sleep

There's a lot that love me, a lot that care

But I hate myself, myself

Oh I hate myself

Me myself and I

I love to live but sometimes

Oh I wish I could die

Now don't worry about me,

This is just a vent of feelings that come and go

But I can get through anything, I can smile, laugh and everything is alright