Hahaha
Had you fooled,
You see I'm so happy, funny and all is alright
Crack a smile, a laugh and the room is bright
Life all good when everything is light but things get dark in the middle of the night
[Chorus]
There's a lot that love me, a lot that care
But I hate myself, myself
Oh I hate myself
Me myself and I
I love to live but sometimes
Oh I wish I could die
[verse]
You see they say you can't buy confidence,
It's totally free,
But I've never found it, and it's never found me.
Now if anything happened, they'd never expect it
My family and social circle all in shock
Never knowing my true unhappiness,
My pain, self hatred under lock and key
[Chorus]
There's a lot that love me, a lot that care
But I hate myself, myself
Oh I hate myself
Me myself and I
I love to live but sometimes
Oh I wish I could die
[Bridge]
They'll be one last laugh, one last night
Before driving off into the abyss,
One final journey,
Before I go to sleep
[Chorus]
There's a lot that love me, a lot that care
But I hate myself, myself
Oh I hate myself
Me myself and I
I love to live but sometimes
Oh I wish I could die
[Outro]
Now don't worry about me,
This is just a vent of feelings that come and go
But I can get through anything, I can smile, laugh and everything is alright