Fantasy

In between a fantasy 
Being where I’m at n where I wanna be
They just dream chasing for the vanity 
Mines a part of me it feel like therapy
Knowin I can’t go wit out 
Feeling dead if I never take the route 
Prolly better off if I run it now 
I took some L’s krazy how that killed the doubt 
Life is filled with obstacles 
Running from the challenge’s irresponsible 
When Loved ones say your dreams are too improbable 
That jus mean you gotta be unstoppable 
What you gonna do tho 
Kickin Shii like judo 
said fuck it ima give the real me I dropped the pseudo 
Numero im uno 
Ima punish snaking mothafuckas, Billy Russo
See me reaching through a New crusade 
Only question that i ask is what it really takes?
I started wit Ducking all my dated Foolish ways
N the gains comin with so I acknowledge pain 
Set aside our differences 
‘Tween me n the privileged men 
Faked out by the government 
Barely gave me tools to live
Imagine how I felt when I found native in my lineage 
tell me what I’m dealing wit. They tried keep me ignorant 
Why am I oppressed when all my ppl are indigenous?
They rewrote our history, plagued by these Christians 
Damn this shit is stressful they made so many idiots 
Go back to our ancestors, see how they were spirited 
You religious don’t know what it’s for
Power n control that’s why it’s fought about through war 
They massacred so many, mission to control your soul 
Instilled you wit the fear so you feel like it’s only law 
The devil disguised as a bible 
Easy to control in code it’s never vital
People barely thinking minds of a child 
So they get defensive when their lie is rivaled 

rap, black male vocals, hip hop, vibey, sample vocals in the background