Self-Destruct Symphony

[Intro]
[low vocal register]
Kuroi yoru
Kimi nante iranai
I choke on every memory
Like rust inside my veins
[Verse 1]
I’m the crack in your mirror
The stain you can’t scrub clean
You said I’m “too dramatic”
I say you’re gasoline
Sore demo mada
Kimi o kowashitai
I tear at every kindness
Till it starts to bleed
[Chorus]
I am your self-destruct symphony
Every ugly thought you hide in me
Sabishii
Kurutte
Mou iranai
All this poison that you tried to deny
I am your self-destruct symphony
Jealousy burning out everything
Yami ni saite
Mou modorenai
You made a monster and you’re asking why
[Verse 2]
I count all your new lovers
Like scars along my skin
I smile while I imagine
Their faces caving in
Watashi wa kitanai
Kizutsuke tai dake
I’d set the whole world on fire
To feel you fade away
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[whispered vocals]
Watashi wa hito nanka ja nai
Just a pit where your secrets die
Kowareta egao
Rotten halo
I wear my hate like a crown
And I won’t drop it now
[screamed]
You want the truth?
I hope you choke
On every “better off” you spoke
Kimi no shiawase
Kudake chire
If I can’t have peace
Then neither will you
[Chorus]

metal, Epic modern metal with female vocals, bilingual (Japanese/English). Tuned-down, chugging guitars and double-kick patterns, sudden half-time drops. Verses sharp and intimate on sparse palm mutes; choruses explode with wide, dissonant chords and stacked screams over clean top-line. Bridge leans into chaotic riffs, pinch harmonics, and a soaring lead. Live feel: roomy drums, shouted gang-vocal accents, raw edges left in the take., sad