I used to fly
But now I'm drowning
I used to laugh
But now I'm crying
I used to sing
But now I'm screaming
I used to dance
But now I'm falling
I don't know why
My life got upside down
I was a topper
But now I'm a failure
I was obedient
But now I'm stubborn
I was calm
But now I'm hot tempered
I was logical
But now I'm emotional
I was innocent
But now I'm a pervert
I don't know when
I'll be my own self
I'm depressed
I wanna escape from the harsh reality
That's why i sleep 16 hours
But when I don't sleep,
I try to find pleasure by using Android
I know my decision was the worst
I hate myself
I'm physically and psychologically ill
Those addictions made me the worst
I'm all wasted
Pause, Stop
Rewind and resume
Dear,you don't hate yourself
You just hate your bad habits
Dear,you aren't bad
It's just your age thing
Dear,you aren't lazy
You are just haven't really been serious
Please wake up honey
You can do it
You got talent
You got support
You just have the lackings of
Hard work and consistency
You can do it.
It's okay.
It's okay.
It's okay to be a failure
But it isn't okay to be depressed about it.
You got plenty of opportunities
Don't forget your Lord
You are nothing without Him
Regain your connection with your Lord
You'll find back everything.