(Verse 1)
Six months, you were somebody new
A man I could run to, a love that felt true
You held me close, laughed with the kids
Did all the things you never did
I swore I saw forever in your eyes
The new year started off with that same old you—late nights and drinks ’til you fall asleep
(Chorus)
Now I flinch when I hear the can crack
Every muscle tenses, waiting for impact
You don’t even see what you do to me
Trading love for another drink
You don’t even see me fade from view
And I wonder if I’m losing you to beer or if I ever even had you
(Verse 2)
You never say sober, just cutting back
So when you fall, it’s not a collapse
It’s just the way things always were
And my dreams for you are just absurd
But I remember the man who lit up the room
Now he’s drowning in bottles, losing the truth
(Chorus)
Now I flinch when I hear the can crack
Every muscle tenses, waiting for impact
You don’t even see what you do to me
Trading love for another drink
You don’t even see me fade from view
And I wonder if I’m losing you to beer or if I ever even had you
(Bridge)
Three nights dry and I bite my tongue
Hoping maybe this time it sticks
But you tell me straight, this ain’t forever
Just a break, just a trick
And I swear I feel my heart cave in
Knowing I’ll never win
(Chorus/Outro)
Now I flinch when I hear the can crack
Every muscle tenses, waiting for impact
You don’t even see what you do to me
Trading love for another drink
You don’t even see me fade from view
And I wonder if I’m losing you to beer or if I ever even had you