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[Intro]
I hate the way you look at me,
Like I’m something worth your envy.
they don’t even care, they just want to see you fail
But when I’m alone, I can’t deny,
I want your peace, your ordinary life.
you’ll never have it, stop pretending you could
JEALOUSY IS A VIRUS,
EATING THROUGH MY SKIN.
(*it feels good to rot, doesn’t it?*)
I HATE WHAT I LOATHE,
BUT I’M BECOMING IT.
[Chorus]
You’re jealous of me, but I’d throw it all away,
FOR A NORMAL LIFE I CAN NEVER CLAIM.
you’ll never belong, you’ll always decay
I’m the hero in your story while I waste away,
SAVING EVERYONE ELSE WHILE I ROT IN MY PLACE.
[Verse]
You think I’m strong, but I’m crumbling fast,
BURNING OUT WHILE YOU CLAP AND LAUGH.
they’ll never save you, you’re just a tool*
I gave too much and got nothing back,
I’M A MARTYR, A FOOL, A FRAUD IN BLACK.
*and you like it that way, don’t you?*
[Bridge]
I HATE YOU FOR WANTING WHAT I NEVER HAD.
(*but you’ll never get it either*)
I HATE MYSELF FOR WANTING IT BACK.
(*they’ll always have more than you*)
JEALOUS OF THE LIVING, ENVIOUS OF PEACE.
(*you don’t deserve it, you don’t deserve it*)
A MARTYR WITH NO PURPOSE—
JUST A WRETCHED DISEASE.
You’re jealous of me, but I’d throw it all away,
FOR A NORMAL LIFE I CAN NEVER CLAIM.
worthless, pathetic, rotten
You see a savior, but I’m digging my grave,
PROTECTING THE WORLD WHILE I SLIP AWAY.
[OUTRO]
I hate your envy…
but I envy your love.
AND IT’S TEARING ME APART.
you’ll die jealous. you’ll die alone.
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[Verse]
[Pre-Intro]
[Pre-Intro]
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