[Alternative rap rock | male vocals | Emotional | Heavy guitars | Dynamic | Cinematic]
[Intro]
[Whispered]
Will I ever find me again?
[Verse 1]
[Aggressive rap]
What is this monotony?
Societal lobotomy,
Take the spirit out of me,
Did I ever belong to me?
How can this be real?
Can I tell you how I feel?
As the time passes me by,
I count the reasons why,
What’s the benefit to stopping someone fly?
[Verse 2]
[Aggressive rap]
You only see what you want to see,
The mask conceals the heart of me,
The light refracts the shards of me,
Illuminate the darkest parts of me.
[Chorus]
[Powerful melodic vocals]
You built a cross with words instead,
Crowned the lie inside my head,
I’m rejecting the ethereal,
Just human material,
Wrapped within your requiem.
I ask…
Will I ever find me again?
[Verse 3]
[Aggressive rap]
The colours of your truth are ugly,
Treat me like a bug,
You try to crush me.
Know what happens when a culture’s shocked?
The wings of a butterfly can make the world rock.
[Chorus]
[Powerful melodic vocals]
You built a cross with words instead,
Crowned the lie inside my head,
I’m rejecting the ethereal,
Just human material,
Wrapped within your requiem.
I ask…
Will I ever find me again?
[Breakdown]
[Spoken]
You called it love.
I called it survival.
An unwilling disciple.
I worshipped you like an idol.
Your hand upon my heart.
A pretty perfect picture,
Like something from a scripture.
Though it never did depict ya.
A narcissistic…
Cannibalistic creature.
The roses surrounding your gown,
The thorns within my crown.
[Instrumental]
[Final Chorus]
[Powerful melodic vocals]
You built a cross with words instead,
Crowned the lie inside my head,
I’m rejecting the ethereal,
Just human material,
Wrapped within your requiem.
I ask…
Will I ever find me again?
[Outro]
[Whispered]
Am I real?
Or am I still…
Wrapped within your requiem?