[Verse]
I push
I pull
I let it slip (let it slip)
My heart's a weight
It starts to tip
Every time I get too close (too close)
I break it down
I lose the most
[Prechorus]
Walls I build
They block my way
I tear them down
Then run away
[Chorus]
Self sabotage
It’s in my veins (in my veins)
Ruins my love
It leaves me chained (leaves me chained)
Oh
I try
But I can’t win
My love
It breaks
My will caves in
[Verse 2]
A smile fades
A word too sharp (too sharp)
I light the fuse
I miss the spark
It’s like a loop
A spinning wheel (wheel)
I hurt myself to never heal
[Prechorus]
Why do I play this losing game?
I fight the fire
But I fan the flame
[Chorus]
Self sabotage
It’s in my veins (in my veins)
Ruins my love
It leaves me chained (leaves me chained)
Oh
I try
But I can’t win
My love
It breaks
My will caves in