[Intro]
(Oooh-oooh, Yeah!)
(Oooh-oooh, yeah!)
[Verse]
Numbing the pain inside my brain
Leaving a void of mental strain
Is there a reason behind this rain
I need to refrain (hold back)
My feelings just stack
No need to act, just sit back and relax
Let god take the wheel
My wounds just won’t heal
Give me a pill, (no)
How should I feel
It’s so surreal (ooh-ooh)
To think maybe in my life I can feel
Joy, happiness, and love
[Pre Chorus]
Exactly how I expected it to be
Nothing but my agony
[Chorus]
This Darkness inside
Large as the tide
Feeling pain and don’t know why
Up, up, up so high
Can I get help please god I might
Lose faith in my soul (oh god please help me)
Is it my fault am I to blame
I keep pushing you away
I’m fighting these
Actions
Actions
My Actions
[Verse]
Telling people I’m alright when I’m not
Is this really all that I got
Will the truth of my past emerge
Drowning fast just submerged
Breathing heavy I need to run
Can’t quit till the job is done (ooh-ooh)
What do think is expected of me?
When I go set my soul free?
Love is the answer I know but, why I haven’t I found it yet
It’s buried deep in my soul I bet
I just sit alone all day, playing video games
Lost in the thought of these old picture frames
When I was happy and felt free to believe in what I can do
A-lot of shit that I put you through
Gave you nothing
Is that something
Such a loser, what a idiot, am I retarded
This is
[Pre Chorus]
Exactly how I expected it to be
Nothing but my agony
[Chorus]
This Darkness inside
Large as the tide
Feeling pain and don’t know why
Up, up, up so high
Can I get help please god I might
Lose faith in my soul (oh god please help me)
Is it my fault am I to blame
I keep pushing you away
I’m fighting these
Actions
Actions
My Actions
[Bridge]
Depression (ooh-ooh)
Despair (ooh-ooh)
Heartbroken (ooh-ooh)
I can’t shake this feeling
Is it really what I deserve
[Pre Chorus]
Exactly how I expected it to be
Nothing but my agony
[Chorus]
This Darkness inside
Large as the tide
Feeling pain and don’t know why
Up, up, up so high
Can I get help please god I might
Lose faith in my soul (oh god please help me)
Is it my fault am I to blame
I keep pushing you away
I’m fighting these
Actions
Actions
My Actions
[Outro]
My actions
(Ooh yeah)
My actions
(Ooh yeah)