been fightin’ with my shadows, tryna silence all the noise,
But the silence gettin’ louder than a crowd with no voice.
Memories cut deep, like a blade with no sheath,
Smile on my face, but I’m dyin’ underneath.
Every dream that I chase just collapses when I’m near,
Got the weight of my past pressin’ heavy in my ear.
Mama said it’s temporary, pain don’t always last,
But the future feels locked, and I’m chained to the past.
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[Hook]
I been walkin’ through the rain, hopin’ someone sees the pain,
But the world look away, they just treat me like a stain.
If I vanish tonight, would my name even stay?
Or would I fade in the dark like a ghost in the day?
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[Verse 2]
Look—
I gave love to the wrong ones, trust to the snakes,
Built bridges for the people who just watched ’em break.
Now my chest feel hollow, heart cold, brain fried,
Tell me how you heal when you already died?
I write letters to the mirror hopin’ one day I reply,
But the eyes look back with a stranger inside.
Prayers turn to whispers, faith turn to dust,
And the ones that I needed were the ones I couldn’t trust.
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[Hook]
I been walkin’ through the rain, hopin’ someone sees the pain,
But the world look away, they just treat me like a stain.
If I vanish tonight, would my name even stay?
Or would I fade in the dark like a ghost in the day?
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[Outro]
If these words my last breath, then remember what I said,
Sometimes the loudest souls are the quietest in bed.
If I don’t make it tomorrow, just know I gave my best—
This life was a battle, I just never found rest.