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He said that he loved me but I think that he lied because if he loved me I wouldnt be dead inside. he took all my light, yet I love him so, never understood how u give ya heart out when they return it broken. I left a kiss on his chest so I’m with him forever he kissed my forehead and said we staying together. Should have known he was seeking another. Now I know I shouldn’t have never listened to those broken truths and promises but thats cool because I built a new wall if I’m being honest. Forbidden love they swear it’s a joke but when u can’t have them it hurts ya soul. I met my soul mate but he was attached to another. I knew we couldn’t we together yet I cherished every money together. I’ll never forgive the pain it caused because my peace is on the line, man I wasted my time. I look in his eyes how could I be so blind I swear that it feels like the devil in disguise. I appreciated his love it felt so real I dished what I could but it’s making me ill. I cooked I cleaned and I stayed out the way but it always the good girls getting betrayed. So fuck his life and yes I mean it because he fucked up mine and made me a demon. We talked about a family and buying houses and cars, but to damn bad we didn’t make it that far.