When?

When will I catch a break? Always been fighting to stay standing

At some point way back, someone voted me in as caretaker of all I know

When I was young and dumb I was flattered

Here I am 30 years later

No matter where or what

My number is the one they call for help

Well it's time for everyone to grow up

It's my turn now

I'm closing my eyes

I'm turning away

I need a bit of peace in my world

Is it even possible?

I doubt it's for me

I think I'm too used to chaos

Unknowingly choose it

How do I lose it?