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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I was hiding in my own skin
Shadows in a childhood room
Hands that crossed a fragile line
Turned my body into something bruised
I learned shame like a second name
Kept it folded in my chest
Told myself to disappear
Called that breaking “doing my best”
[Chorus]
But this heart is mine
Every scar
Every tremor
Every flame inside
I won’t hate the way I’m made
I’m gay and I never wanna be straight
This love is mine
I survived what they did
Now I choose my side
I won’t pray this part away
I’m gay and I never wanna be straight
[Verse 2]
Some nights I still feel those ghosts
Crawling up the back of my mind
But they don’t get to write my story
They don’t get to steal my shine (no more)
I see beauty in the mirror now
Jawline
Freckles
Crooked teeth
Every piece they tried to break
Stands up taller when I breathe
[Chorus]
’Cause this heart is mine
Every scar
Every tremor
Every flame inside
I won’t hate the way I’m made
I’m gay and I never wanna be straight
This love is mine
I survived what they did
Now I choose my side
I won’t pray this part away
I’m gay and I never wanna be straight
[Bridge]
To that kid who cried in silence (I see you)
Who thought touch meant they were ruined
You were never what they did to you
You’re a bright
Loud
Living truth
So I’ll dance in my own colors
Kiss the boy I wanna kiss
Call my past a broken chapter
Not a chain around my wrist (hey)
[Chorus]
’Cause this heart is mine
Every scar
Every tremor
Every flame inside
I won’t hate the way I’m made
I’m gay and I never wanna be straight
This love is mine
I survived what they did
Now I choose my side
I won’t pray this part away
I’m gay and I never wanna be straight
[Outro]
I’m gay and I’m finally saying
I’m gay and I’m here to stay
I’m gay and I never
Ever
Never wanna be straight
Details
GeneratedJan 22, 2026
Duration3:21
LanguageEnglish
Style
Warm indie-pop ballad with male vocals over gentle picked acoustic and soft piano; intimate verses hug the low register, chorus blooms with stacked harmonies and subtle pads, light percussion entering halfway to lift the groove, emotional arc from fragile confessional to confident, radiant sing-along outro
Credits
Prompt byThereminBeat459
ModelAria v5
Prompt
A self love song after a confused difficulty life . Being touched and molested as a child ...making peace with it and accepting I'm gay . I'm gay but I don't want to every be straight
