There's only one way but up we've slept long enough it's time to focus not on me but us so let's hold hands and give each other our trust as woman and man as lovers in lust with life and each other. together we must show the rest of the people what it's like to feel loved. sometimes I think that we are just torturing ourselves needlessly by being a part. I haven't even heard your voice in months and yet you haunt my every thought.
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Measuring love scientifically I'm a fucking asshole I guess relying on electromagnetic fields for the cause of why I left you baby. And only now I'm upset? you went your own way. what did I expect? that you'd stay there waiting? like a damsel in distress? still wearing my flannel over your dress? blowing in the wind like a candle in distress? well I guess that the answer is yes!
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You're a dragon now be free I've released you from any ties to me you're a stallion now Be Free Run Around The Meadows the plains the Seas!
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It's a different kind of sadness than previous. knowing that I caused it .
that I deserve every single sting .
every pang of heartbreak was echoed back to me. I called for it. I asked for it. I caused pain and now receive pain.
now the clouds are so aroused.
that my eyes release rain.
but the sun will be back.
the clouds always dissipate .
Anything Can Happen .
by the thoughts that i facilitate .
cause and reaction .
evolutionary response to activate. everything bad that happens .
has made me strong enough to participate.
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I can't be with her.
and I can't be without her .
I'm a full-fledged believer .
and a complete doubter.
I'm lost. I'm confused.
lately I just hope.
that this will all be resolved soon.
when we all evolve too.
Two...
Becomes one...
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She says I'm an evil wizard and a soul collector my love is violent I'm sorry I don't understand it myself so I'm sorry my love is fleeting I don't mean it why did I say it I don't know maybe I was possessed by a demon.
