[Verse 1]
Hood up
Concrete shining
Cigarette tip
Tiny red siren
Breath in the smoke
’Cause I can’t say your name
Plastic cup shaking
Ice in my veins
You read my mind
Then you read receipts
Left me on seen
Now it’s me vs. the street
Talk to my shadow
Like it’s you again
Street sign dripping
I’m the fool again
[Chorus]
I’m still outside in the rain
Trying to forget your face
Every drag, every drink
Just you, just you, in my brain (yeah)
I’m still outside in the rain
Dial your number, then erase
If letting go is a game
I’m losing, losing anyway
[Verse 2]
Cheap store bottle
Label half torn
Sip ’til the guilt
Gets quiet, gets warm
Friends all text
“Yo, you good?” I lie
Type “I’m fine”
Then delete “I might die”
You got cute
In somebody else’s feed
I got used
To this empty in my seat
Umbrella broke
Like every plan we made
Still stand here soaking
Hoping you upgrade
[Chorus]
I’m still outside in the rain
Trying to forget your face
Every drag, every drink
Just you, just you, in my brain (oh)
I’m still outside in the rain
Dial your number, then erase
If letting go is a game
I’m losing, losing anyway
[Bridge]
Why do I chase you
With every cough, every swig? (hey)
Told all my friends
You were nothing, I was big
But I check your page
Like a prayer, like a sin
If you ever call
I’d fall right back in
[Chorus]
I’m still outside in the rain
Trying to forget your face
Every drag, every drink
Just you, just you, in my brain
I’m still outside in the rain
Dial your number, then erase
If letting go is a game
I’m losing, losing anyway