My heart hurts
It's broken
I miss you so much
Since you left this world
You were my strength and my light
Growing up you taught me so much
Showed me how to get through anything
You taught me to be the best I can be
Always treat people the way I want to be treated and don't judge
You were my hero and always will be
I am haunted by the pictures in my head of you on the ground bleeding calling out in pain
How helpless I felt looking at you
Wondering if you would make it
Your frail body on the ground
My heart sank and I lost my breath
You have always looked after me
Telling me where I was wrong
I miss you so much mom
I wish I could talk to you just one more time
I love you mom and you will always live inside my heart
Even after I got into trouble you never treated me any different
You loved me still
I'm not a bad person
I just made a mistake
You knew that
You were always the ground to our family
The day you passed away
Our family started falling apart
I will never forget your last breath
Five minutes after I whispered into your ear that the kids made up and you can go now we are a family again
I miss you so much mom
I wish I could talk to you just one more time
I love you mom and you will always live inside my heart
It was the hardest thing to see
You taking your last breath and knowing you will never be here to help me keep our family together
To fight this battle by myself
It's impossible
It's killing me
I feel like I failed you
I knew loosing you was going to be hard
But I didn't know I would break
I miss you so much mom
I wish I could talk to you just one more time
I love you mom and you will always live inside my heart
I was broken when Kelly left
She caused me to completely give up
I had nothing left
My heart broken and empty
It's almost 7 years without you
I have lost everything
I don't know how to get out of it
Been used so much
By family and everyone
That scrapping you hear is me trying to climb my way out of this hole
What have I done to deserve all the heart ache and pain
I'm so lost and confused
I'm trying so hard and not getting anywhere
I miss you so much mom
I wish I could talk to you just one more time
I love you mom and you will always live inside my heart
