Laughing Through the Cracks

Broken but breathing — that's my vibe,

Tears replaced with smoke and spite.

The crowd runs when the storm begins,

I stand still — yeah, laughing in the wind.

Pain’s a song I learned to play,

Cracks in me — just light and clay.

If I survived, I throw a feast

On plastic floors with blood-stained peace.

I laugh when everything falls apart,

My smile’s a bomb inside my heart.

While you drown in silent screams,

I’m the clown in all your dreams.

Call me mad, but I'm alive,

This laugh's my fire, my sharpened knife.

You don't get the point?

Then chuckle with me at the void

Hell’s not scary, it’s my crib,

Burned-down walls? I live in it.

Took my light? I’ll still ignite,

I’m a walking flare in endless night.

Not a saint and not a king,

Just a fool with fire to sing.

I turn pain into a joke —

It’s all I got when hope goes broke.

I laugh when everything falls apart,

My smile’s a bomb inside my heart.

While you drown in silent screams,

I’m the clown in all your dreams.

Call me mad, but I'm alive,

This laugh's my fire, my sharpened knife.

You don't get the point?

Then chuckle with me at the void.

And if they shut my mouth for good...

I’ll exhale a laugh through shattered wood.

Let the world go down in flames —

I’ll be laughing from its grave.

I laugh when everything falls apart,

'Cause there’s nothing else to start.

This laugh’s my scream, my shield, my sin,

My voice while everything caves in.