My every daylight

As I walk past People everyday my energey starts to deminish and fade. Thoughts and memories fill up my mind and force everything else out without my consent. All thats left inside my head are moments and feelings, yet none are ones i have made. my brain absorbs what others are thinking, even after they pass me, what is left stays to torment, It makes me wonder, No, it makes me hope that these thoughts others unintentionally pass on to me are no longer lingering in their own heads. maybe I take those sorrows Fram them and what's left in their minds aren't thoughts of insecurity of pain, maybe the thoughts that stay within them are anly thaughts of joy, and comfort. That would make all these feelings and all the moments and memories of pure anguish and hurt that they pass to me, worth me adopting them. If I am taking the pain and anxiety away from someone, I will continue to do so everyday for the rest of my life without hesitation. I dont have to know them, I Just want to know that I was alde to help make someones heart and mind a little less heavy, and their day just a little bit easier for them to get throngh. I know what it's like to feel uncomfortabe in my aun skin, li have experienced that mental and emotional pain that is so intense that it begins to start to affect me on an actual Physical level, many, many times. I Would not want even my worst enemy, (if I had one) to have to travel through the rings of pure discontent and trauma that I climb through whenever someone walks past.

I know that i am damaged as Fuck, this much is true, but I will never be the cause of pain to someone that would end in them damaged too.